On this page, I will talk about my daily live, so you can expect vent, trans toppics (body dysmorphia, missgender, etc), talking about my ASD, etc.

You have been warned!

Today was a chill day. Went to a tea shop before going to uni and bought some cheap tea and infusions. Then, I went to uni. A new guy showed up on the association class, he seemed nice, but a guy told him that we ban people if they say stuff that we dont like (we banned a guy for making kind of child-abuse allegations, tranphobic allegations and also talking abt p*rn and showing images of it on the frikin room, I think it was clearly justiffied), I hope that he did not get scared of us bc of that. The asociation room was kinda empty today. FAL grades arrived! I scored a 8! I'm really happy :)

Went to class, waited for one hour for the teacher to arrive, she did not appear, so I went to the association room again and continued crochetting.

Went to FEE class later. We started the lessons (electric force and electric field). Have to take a look once I have time.

I read Wind and Truth w gf today as well, but this time, my gf was the one reading out loud (It was funny bc I was crochetting her gift while she was reading).

When I got home, I drew a sketch of a new chibi commission I got (I also wrote a message to the other person I was doing a commission for, bc they are not paying me and I have the sketch waiting for them to pay for me to finish it, as I do not want to get scammed and I ask for the payment once I make a sketch) and also, made the lineart for a new sign for the association. Then I continued crochetting for a bit.

Tonight the mead almost exploded. It had too much sugar or smth, idk. The small yeasts produced too much gasses and the preassure thing did not work that fast, so it made POP at one am :'). Woke up and miraculosely, checked the mead, whick was like, getting out of control, liquid was geting out and all that. Some of my shoes smell like strawberry alcohol now. Fixed this and went back to sleep.

Returned to uni classes. It was really short. Had just two classes and just introduction ones. FEE, which is just ohysics, the electric and magnetic parts, and MDLM 2, which I have already been teached this one, but bc uni sucks, I have to do it again.

At least I saw my uni friends today, Was happy bc of that.

I read Wind and Truth w gf today as well.

Made a drawing for the ASCII association as sign, as I am the one that does the signs. I did not know that drawing penguind could be that terapeutic, tbh.

I also started today a gift that I'm planning to give to gf for our aniversary! Hope I can finish it on time!

Went to my grandma to eat.

We walked my dog and went to buy some stuff for the mead thing today. We filtered the current batch and started preparing the new one. This time, we made a strawberry one! It looks pink and smells delicious! Hope this goes well!

The current batch tastes like apple cider, as we did not add the correct ammount of honey, but it's okay! We will learn from our errors.

Finished the sweater's ribbing, I only have to finish the drawing!

We started the cosmere meeting, which lasted 3 hours this time, because we had to discuss 20 chapters instead of 15. Was really fun. Made a granny square while talking in the reunion. A sunflower one. It was really funny. I think that my next piece will be an open cardigan!.

Read Wind and Truth with my gf too.

Today was weird

I went to my grandpa's mom funeral. Saw lots of family members that I have never seen in my life. Found out abt collective tombs. I dislike that. Find it kind of mediocre. I also found out that I feel really bad for the people that work burrying the person. It's funny and also kind of sad, because my family members did not recognise me. The ones I'm talking about did know about me, and I know about them, so yeah.

Got my TOC marks, a 7,4! Not really proud, as it could be better, but it's fine.

Bought some food and went to my gf's house. I cuddled w her, bc after the funeral I felt weird. I had to go to the kitcher with her for cooking lunch (we had some rice with onion, mushrooms and cheese, yummy). Cleaned all the stuff that was on the kitchen and we went to the supermarket again ck I forgor some stuff (we are gonna make some mead tomorrow, so we bought honey, strawberries and also popcorn for eating it later). I saw a really cute sonic mug, but gf did not like it (and it was really expensive :( ).

We came back home and I had a really bad moment. My gf's brother's gf told me that if I was going to clean the kitchen studd, that I sould, at least, do it good. Do you know why? BECAUSE I DID NOT CLEAN GOOD ONE SINGLE THING OUT OF EVERYTHING. I did not answer and went upstairs, bc tbh, I went to a funeral, saw lots of people today and I did not want to deal w all this.

Read Wind and Truth with my gf too, saw one piece, saw turn back and also wild robot. Then we went to sleep. Slept really bad today bc I have neck pain, like, in my left part (it really hurts when I try to rotate my head and idk whyy).

I finished my exams officially today!

The exam did not go as well as I expected, but it was fine. I got stuck with a question because there was an error on it and basically, I used lots of time because of this error. I did not have time to even "clean" the exam (made it all with pencil, could not pass it into pen).

I got really, and I mean, REALLY angry today. When I went out of my exam, I texted my gf, bc I was gonna go and see her, as I normally do. Well, apparently, she told her family that I was gonna go (as I usually do) and her brother's girlfriend asked her if I could go less to her home. Because she feels weird with me around. I have been with my gf for almost 4 years. And she feels bad with me around because she says that she feels that I do not "belong" there. I mean, I feel really bad bc I have tried a lot to, like, do stuff with them, try and talk with them, etc. But guess what, each time they just say "Nah, we are good doing our own stuff, there is no need". And now she comes here and tells me that she does not think that I belong there, huh? I mean, you are basically not wanting me to be included there, bruh. Idk, learn how to live w other people, that is my gf's house too, why would I have to leave if she wants me there. Idk, felt really bad.

Went to her house and stayed on her room. I did not want to interact w anybody.

Read Wind and Truth with my gf too.

I made some more TOC exercises! And also made a LOT of furry commissions hehe. I made a lot to the point of having a back and wrist pain :'/.

Finished the sweater (almost, I still have to make the ribbing and the eevee drawing, but yeah!)

Got the email response! Apparently, he misunderstood what I was asking, so everything was correct in fact! Hehe

I also finished the big commission thingy, Had to draw a monster hunter world armor, which was really fun tbh!

I also read Wind and Truth with my gf today!

I was told that my grandpa's mom passed away. It's kind of weird, bc I have a really weird relationship with death. I mean, I feel really disconnected with it. I mean, sure, I miss people when they pass away, but it kind of does not affect me as much as I se other people. Idk. Her funeral is on sunday, it's a catholic funeral, so idk if I'll assist.

Studied a lot today too.

This time, made exercises of iterative linear, tree and matrix modules!

Surprisingly easy once you understand them, really.

Went shopping for some more wool, as I finished all of it yesterday for the sweater I'm making.

Waited for the email response!

Gotta start with the furry commissions and also finish with a character fwom a bigger commission (it's a collective commission with like, 11 characters, I already finished two and have one mid way too).

I also read Wind and Truth with my gf!

Maybe I will also game a bit if I have spare time!

Studied a lot today. TOC is kind of fun when you know what you are doing but kind of confusing when not!

I re-learnt how to round IEEE numbers with guard, round and sticky bits! ChatGPT was again useless for correcting the exersise (I used it, it gave me a wrong answer and then I realised that IEEE conversion pages exist, so I used them).

Basically, in the round system, you take the last 3 bits that go right after the last bit that needs to appear (If you have 1.1100101 and need to round to just 4 decimal bits, the guard bit will be 1, the round bit will be 0 and the sticky bit will be 1) and once you have identified the three bits:

• If the guard bit is equal to 0, you do nothing, just truncate.
• If the guard bit is a 1, you sum the sticky and the round bit (a normal binary sum) and then, take the result and sum it to the rest of the number!

It's kind of fun once you understand it!

Then, I also practiced pipeline and timing exercises (checking the hold margin and setup margin and seeing how to fix timing violations by applying pipeline) and once I finished, I sent the teacher the exercise and he told me that I had too much registers for the pipeline part and no further explanation :')

So yeah, have been waiting all day or his response, hope I understand the answer once I get it tbh!

I also joined a furry discord server for posting my chibi commissions and got some of them! I'm really happy! Some people even messaged me for asking me for them (not really used to this, because I normaly have to search for commission requests and not get actual requests from my commission sheet post, so yeah, hyped!)!

Closed the day with a D&D session, have been ages since I played! In this campaign I play as Irareth, a Eladrin elf, bard of ilusions. Was really fun!

Woke up so SO early. I just hate waking up at 6 am tbh (when I have exams, I go really early to uni, as the exams start at 9 am and I live kind of REALLY far away). And also, it was really cold outside -.- .

The bus was really full too. Kind of stressful. A girl fainted I think (?. Was a really strange moment, but someone let her sit down.

Arrived early to uni and stayed a lil bit on the club's room. Then, went to the exam class and got prepared. It was kind of easy but I forgot some stuff, felt kind of dumb tbh, but well, now I cannot to anything about it (The exam was just 1,30 hrs long, which confused me a lot, because the previous ones I made were 3 hrs long, weird). Went out, talked to a club member friend (to whom I have to send a link of this page hehe) and returned home.

Arrived on time for the bus (if not, I would have to have waited for 1 hour) and got home. Made some crochet on my way back home too!. Got home, studied TOC, ate, studied TOC and asked some doubts to my teacher! And now, I have some spare time to read Wind and Truth and play videogames with uni friends, probablly!.

We woke up kind of late. I normally sleep bad at my family's place, and when I go to gf's house, I sleep a lot, as I feel really relaxed around her, so yeah, woke up at 13:00 pm hehe -o-.

We went to my grandma's to eat meal and then went to my family's house and read some more Wind and Truth and try the mead we are making (just one week left for it to be finished!)! Then, we started a call with our reading club and talked about what happened on the previous 15 chapters of the book! It was so fun! And I also made some crochet! The sweater is looking really good! Gotta make it bigger for the next one tho. Walked with my gf to her home and then came back to mine, studied a bit more for Business and went to sleep.

I slept at my family's place yesterday's night (not usual, as on my days off, I go to my gf's place, I do not like my family's place too much tbh).

Woke up kind of early and started studying TOC and Business. Ate something and then went to my gf's place! We watched something and cuddled on bed, then ate dinner (we had some pizza, as I did not want to cook anything). We tried watching Sonic 3 but could not find it, I'm kinda sad about that, because I really want to see the firl so so bad :'/. We read some chapters of Wind and Truth and went to sleep!

The FAL exam was today! I'm really happy with how it went. I scored a 9 on the theoretical part, and the programming part was easy—or at least it seemed so—so yeah! Another one down! Now it's just TOC and Business left!

Once I got back home, I kept studying for Monday's Business exam and managed to finish! I'm kinda nervous about this one, though, because the teacher hasn't shown us how the final exams look (apparently, according to her, the exams are like the ones from the Business faculty or something like that, and it's illegal to distribute them—? I don't know).

I also emailed my TOC teacher this morning because I had a doubt about an exercise I was practicing (a pipeline one), and he answered me with "Regards, Fran," which made me really happy. He's really, really nice! He used to answer my emails (I sent him tons because I really wanted to understand his lessons and all that) using the short form of his name, but then he switched back to the long form for a while. Now, he's using the short form again! :D (I know this is such a silly thing, but it makes me kind of happy.)

Today my new 2025 agenda came! I ordered it some days ago, its a kokonote Van Ghog agenda and it looks really great (kinda small tho, each year, they get smaller, I thought that there would be more space in between the days, but no, one week is just one page on the agenda). I kinda not like this year's event stickers though, because they just turned from a text telling you the event (and you even had two pages of this text stickers) to a single page of a few stickers that are just drawings about what the event could be, and, I mean, I have friends and family, I'm not gonna be able to mark all of their birthdays with stickers if I just have 5 of them, idk, I will probably just not use them.

I normally use agendas and also the google calendar for organising stuff (use google calendar too in order to not carry the agenda everywhere with me hehe). I used to use notion instead of google calendar, but a really nice thing about google calendar is that the Xiaomi widget for the home screen allows you to see the calendar in a small version, notion does not, so yeah. And google calendar is less custom, which is good (as I do not spend tons of time editing it in order to make it look cool) but bad at the same time (as I really like to customize), but I ended up choosing simplicity.

Today I also finished studying FAL! The exam is tomorrow, so I really hope it goes well. I found out that the university credits they give you for passing FAL are just 4.5, which is kinda horrible, because thanks to that, this year I wont have the full scholarship and it makes me feel kinda angry, tbh, because I work on this lessons more than 4 hrs and 30 mins a week, but whatever I guess.